Can teshuvah on Yom Kippur actually change a decree that's already been written — if the Ribbono Shel Olam's will doesn't change? This is the Ramban's famous question on tefillah, and the answer the Baal Shem Tov gives (brought down by the Toldos Yaakov Yosef and the Degel Machaneh Ephraim) completely reframes how we should be thinking about vidui, teshuvah, and the entire Yom Kippur davening.
A gezar din — a heavenly decree — is not a locked, unchangeable sentence. It's built out of letters. And a tzaddik, or anyone who understands how those letters work, can take the exact same letters and rearrange them into something completely different. צרה, distress, becomes רצה, favor and goodwill — just by reordering the letters. This is the deep meaning behind Hashem telling Noach to make a "tzohar" for the teivah: the word צהר contains three permutations — צרה (distress), רצה (favor), and צהר (light) itself — and Noach understood that his job was to take the letters of his own distress and turn them into favor through tefillah.
The Degel Machaneh Ephraim brings a second, equally striking example, in the name of the Arizal: the decree behind a plague is spelled out in the letters מות — death. Insert a single letter, an aleph, and those same letters become ואמת — truth. And the aleph a person inserts is not random: Chazal tell us "aleph beis" means "alaph binah" — teach understanding — which Rashi explains means limud haTorah, the study of Torah. A person's own Torah learning is the aleph that changes his decree from מות to אמת.
But this class goes one level deeper than "the decree can be rearranged." There's a second angle entirely: what if the person the decree was written for doesn't exist anymore — because he changed? A gezar din is written for a specific person, in a specific spiritual state, at a specific moment. When a person does real teshuvah, he is, halachically and metaphysically, not the same person the original decree was addressed to. This is the deepest possible chizuk going into Ne'ilah, when the gates are closing and the chotam — the seal — is about to be set.
This class brings a remarkable, true story that captures this idea perfectly: a secular professor at Tel Aviv University, whose newborn daughter was diagnosed by multiple specialists as permanently blind with no medical hope — and how a single commitment to keep Shabbos, together with a bracha from Rav Chaim Kanievsky zt"l, led to one of the most well-documented medical turnarounds in recent memory. Rav Chaim's own words to the father are the line to walk away with this Yom Kippur: "When people change, the doctors' diagnoses change too. Everything depends on the person."
We close the class with the Arizal's own verse for this season — הַנּוֹתֵן בַּיָּם דָּרֶךְ, "He who places a road in the sea" — and the four reasons the Arizal, the Rokeach, and Rabbi Akiva Eiger's Igros Sofrim give for why teshuvah is compared specifically to a road through water rather than a road on land:
A road through water leaves no trace behind it — which is exactly what real teshuvah does to an aveirah. You are not the sum of your past; teshuvah is a genuine erasure, not a life sentence.
A driver on a highway who realizes he's going the wrong way can't turn around immediately — he has to keep driving in the wrong direction until it's safe. A person at sea can turn on the spot, the instant he decides to. You do not have to wait for the "right time" to change — not until you're older, not until you're married, not until anything else lines up first.
Thousands of ships have crossed the sea and not one of them left behind a fixed route, because there is no single path through water — every person has to find his own way back. Nobody else has stood exactly where you're standing, with exactly your nisyonos, so nobody else's path applies to you. That doesn't mean you can't find your way; it means you have to find your own.
The sea belongs to nobody, and anyone at all is free to enter it. Greatness on Yom Kippur, and in avodas Hashem generally, isn't reserved for one type of person, one background, or one starting point.
Topics covered in this class: the Ramban's question on how tefillah changes a gezar din, the Baal Shem Tov's teaching on letter permutations of a decree (brought in Toldos Yaakov Yosef and Degel Machaneh Ephraim), the tzohar of Noach and צרה/רצה/צהר, the Degel Machaneh Ephraim on מות becoming ואמת through the aleph of Torah study, the true story of Rav Chaim Kanievsky zt"l and the Tel Aviv University professor's daughter (from Peninei Beis Levi), and the Arizal's Yom Kippur teaching on הנותן בים דרך — the road through the sea.
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